and when asked how my day was today, i told a friend my day sucks.
both of those s-words are words i never use. ever. but i did today.
and i feel like another s-word. but i never use that one either. but i feel it.
how does a person reconcile that? and how does a person feel good about herself when she yells shut-up to her precious children? well, she doesn't.
and i don't really feel like being a mother today. but tomorrow i will. and i will love it again tomorrow. but, for today, can i hide from motherhood?
just for today?